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the raise from the sun wakes me [28 Jul 2005|12:33pm] [ mood | awake ] the raise from the sun wakes me agh another day another second wasted in my life! so i got up today and i went to dunkin donuts even though i dont like donuts i just got an iced latte' it was very refreshing at 7:00am. while i sitting there i was thinking of all the bullshit ive ever taken from people. and i made a decision a decision that i will no longer let people walk all over me like im some fucking door mat! its just not gonna happen anymore and if any body or any little freshmen try to start drama in the group they're gonna hear it from me. cuz i dont need any of that bullshit this year ive got enough stress on my back what with tryin to make up cryteria from last year and still make good grades n shit this year. so just to let people know right now dont start no shit it wont be no shit sumbliminal messages | whisper?

[27 Jul 2005|12:11pm] [ mood | EFFING PISSED ] make things worse than they already are..... how fucking worse can things get? not not getting the shitty end of things because you dont like me?. your get the shitty end of things because you lead me on! actually im gonna tell everyone what i think! i think you do remeber what you said ( about the messege you left on my phone) i can let you hear it if you want i think your scared of what people think of you i think you use your disorders just to get attention at times i think your not really bisexual you bring it up sometimes because you think you can realate to my life and the shit i go through everyday just for being gay i think you do drugs to get away from the fact that danielle left you and your alone now i think you like to play with people's feelings! god ya know has it ever occured to you the things you do hurt people? you may not know it but your actions have alot effect on people if you havent noticed god im so blind how come i didnt see this coming you did it caitlin and you hurt liz i thnk deep down i knew it was gonna happen to me but i denied it because i thought mabye my luck will trun around mabye something good will happen in my pointless exsistence i call a life but ya know i was wrong nothing good ever comes form caring about a person so much ! $#^134756h983v54h6354^#%&N&%*%&(%&B(*%&^*%&^(<^%ED FTGHJGHIE%*W%^*N%$^*M%W^*%^N*%^W*&%W(M%&WMack!!!!!! fucking AYE sumbliminal messages | whisper?

[26 Jul 2005|11:16am] [ mood | - fucking pissed- ] have you ever felt like you met someone as mature as you? .... i have i had thought i had met a mature kind caring person but was i wrong he played me like a flute! he so imature about things and ya know what he dont even give a damn about MY FEELINGS. but thats ok he had his chance when he 30 years old and still lonely rotting away in canada hell know he made a fucking mistake. i realize now that my friends are right he is nothing but a self absorbed prick. i know im being really mean right now but im sure if you were me steven you'd understand and know how it is to like somebody for the longest you've ever liked anyone and then get you heart stomped on like it was a peice of shit! dont even give me that fucking bullshit neither baout nothing should change our friendship im sure thats your way of telling me to fuck off you dont want me. and i get that now! ya know whats some shit all he was looking for someone to love him and she didnt want him and now that somebody actually does love him i just dont get it! ok you were looking for love well here it is! but he dont want it crazy shit huh but im sure thats the price i pay for letting ym feelings get the most of me but im also sure that it still dosent give him a right to walk all over my heart... but what can ya do. i realize i can do better now! kenny wasnt such a jerk to me. hmmm anyway im done being a hateful bitch for right now goodbye oh and steven when you read this and im sure you'll read this sooner or later you proboly came to the conclusion that im FUCKING PISSED and i wont want to speak to you so yeah well that raps it up if anyone has questions about what all went down please feel free to call me at 679-6695. sumbliminal messages | whisper?

[26 Jul 2005|11:04am] [ mood | content ] [ music | gotta getcha -jurmaine dupri ] im gonna show you me!!! first one is two years ago! and the second is me about a week ago!                 and me today!!!             sumbliminal messages | whisper?

[25 Jul 2005|09:42pm] omg i effing hate guys they are all the same!!!!!!!!! fucking pig ass bastards that only care about themselfs!!!!1 ya know what im gonna tell everyone what happend and just in case your clueless steven ill let you in on why im fucking pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so steven left me a messege on ym cell phone and it goes like this: hey branden its steve i wanted to call you up and ask you a question its pretty deep and i think youll be pretty happy about it but ...just call me back man i think you might wanna ill talk to ya later man see'ya word for word thats the messege he left me ok so mabye two days later i call him up and im like you left a messege on my cell phone sayin you needed to ask me a really deep question. he says i odnt remeber i was high! and then right after that he tell me about this girl that told him he was hot and how she invited him to warped tour! can you belive how fucking vad i felt after he said that lets see how would you feel if the person you loved told you he or she needed to tell you a really deep question and you'd be happy to hear the question and then he tell you that he was high he probly didnt mean it sumbliminal messages | whisper?

[19 Jul 2005|12:49pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | andy milinakis show ] I rock peas on my head but dont call me a peaehad Bees on my head but dont call me a beehead bruce lees on my head but dont call me a lee head now please excuse me i gots to get my tree fed i rock the brands and make my own clothing i hang out with an apple that loves self loathing “i hate myself” pancake on my face makes me extra happy i like shampoo bottles that sit on my lappy cause its my show you cant tell me what to do when life hands me lemons i make beef stew i know i got to go but its time for me to rock it i put bolonga in my left pocket smear creme cheese on my gold locket cause its my show im andy milonakis its my show im shmandi shmiloshmakis its my show im andy milonakis sumbliminal messages | whisper?

[19 Jul 2005|11:57am] [ mood | blank ] inXrealization: yes u do....they can't anybody better than you...so they turn gay | whisper?

this might be interesting [19 Jul 2005|12:46am] Ask five questions. Any five. No matter how personal, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. In turn, you post this message in your own journal; & you have to answer the questions that are asked to you sumbliminal messages | whisper?

i feel restless [19 Jul 2005|12:24am] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | translating the name - saosin ] i cant sleep at all my eyes wont allow it! its weird i have something on my mind and it seems like i cant do anything without thinking about it! anyway steven im sorry i didnt catch your phone call i was takin a shower! i called back around 9:30 but you were gone... im gonna call you tomorrow i dont know what time you get up and i dont knoww hat time you get back from the library soo ill call around 12:00pm or 11:30am. soo anywho let me write about my night! well i was really upset erlier and my brother could tell there was something wrong with me and he tried n tried to cheer me up but it didnt work so he took me out to a supprise! we ate at the westshore food court then went n saw charlie n the cochlate factory! it was such a good movie! i feltlike i was on shrooms or somethin cuz there is some freaky ass parts to that movie, and i deffinitly would not take my child to go see that movie it would probly give them nightmares!anyway i want to see it again!!!so whoever wants to go see it with me let me know. k? ahhh ok well im gonna go try n count sheep! ~ brandeness sumbliminal messages | whisper?

[18 Jul 2005|01:07pm] [ mood | rejected ] god i knew it ya know loving someone = a disaster waiting to happen nothing ever goes right in my life grrrrrrrrrrrrrr olirghogh9b[euitnb[ieth@#%@!#$%&%#^*$@%#~^$^#$&^#%BFDBQ%E&$%!$#V^%$#^C$#%&V^%&!$%^&VG$!^%BHN!$QQV W%REB&^$M* *******for whomever calls me... dont expect me to answer my phone ********** sumbliminal messages | whisper?

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